Janice Dickinson is going through a tough time right now…

The former supermodel admitted to contemplating suicide on Wednesday’s (Dec 1) season 4 premiere of “Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew”.

“I’m having thoughts of suicide. I wanted to go to the bathroom and try to hang myself. I want it to … end.”

Dickinson also revealed to her counselor that she’s ashamed for recently taking a drink after being sober for years. As words of encouragement, he told her this is the toughest fight of her live and it’s not going to be easy.

“You’re going through the toughest part of your life right now, the fight for your life. And you’re doing it. It’s a fight for our lives. It’s not easy.”

We wish Janice the best of luck with her treatment.