In a rather awkward and desperate attempt to clean up his bad boy image, Justin Bieber posted a video on Facebook Wednesday night (Jan 28), talking about his appearance “Ellen” earlier that day, and how nervous he was on the show.

According to Bieber, he’s afraid of what people think of him right now.

Justin also apologized for his arrogant behavior over the past year and says his mom raised him to be “kind, loving, gentle, and soft.”

Watch below:

Maybe 2015 will be a much better year for JB?