Timbaland holds nothing back in his “E! True Hollywood Story”, which aired on TV Tuesday night (Dec 20). “I’m not covering up shit. The truth shall set me free,” the rapper/producer,  born Timothy Mosley says in the 45-minute special.

Featuring commentary from his parents, wife, friends and frequent collaborators, like Missy Elliott, Pharrell, Justin Timberlake, Keri Hilson and others, the latest “E! True Hollywood Story” shows Timbaland as he gives viewers an all-inclusive behind the scenes look at his life and his journey to becoming one of the most influential figures in music.

Timbo also reveals intimate secrets in the interview, including the time he thought about committing suicide after he gained a lot of weight, and how he was in love with Aaliyah when he first met her.

Watch the full episode below: