Actor Michael C. Hall is one tough soldier….but at times even he had his doubts!

In a recent interview with PEOPLE magazine, Hall revealed that at times he wondered if he would even live to see the age of 39…..the same age his dad died of prostate cancer.

“I think I’ve been preoccupied since I was 11, and my father died, with the idea of the age 39: ‘Would I live that long? What would that be like? To discover that I had the Hodgkin’s was alarming, but at the same time I felt kind of bemused, like: ‘Wow. Huh. How interesting.'”

Michael who was just last year diagnosed of Hodgkin’s lymphoma also told the magazine that his cancer is now in remission and he feels more energized than ever.  And with season five of “Dexter” premiering this Sunday,  he is more than pumped!!